Double standards

Shame on me for not having posted for so long, but I always think that I don't have anything so interesting going on to write a post.
Basically is my life pretty much like Jazz's, have to write my online seminar post and essay on top, which is due to on Monday, so even worse than Jazz's, but have I done anything, no, oops.

But what I really wanted to write about is my last night with my dear le bf. We were planning to watch master chef, but his laptop crashed, so he restarted it and it took soooo long, god knows how old his laptop is, for taking so long :D So I don't even know why, but while waiting he asked what my password for my laptop is, and I told like it is, that it is a place related to one guy. Which led us to a discussion, that if he would have a password related to another woman, I would be upset. And all the things he has done, not to make me upset etc, but I'm with him and have a password, that reminds me another guy, well, in my defence, I see it only as a password, yes at that time, it was a reminder of this guy, and still is, but I don't smile or think aww in my head, when I type it in, like he said, that you think about this person when you remember the password, well, I don't,  it's just a good word to have, I have different versions of that in many accounts and changing all the passwords just because I'm with someone seems pointless. But like he said, if he would have password related to someone else, I would get upset, which is why, when we got together, he changed his passsword from something related to Jazz (yes, you, and apparently it was a very good one, but he still changed it) to something that reminds him me. So in his opinion I have double standards, just because I can have a password like that, but I would be upset, if he would have one, although, it's a password, not meant to be shared, so how would I know in the first place. So the conclusion of the night: it seems like I pretty much ruined Jazz's and my bf's friendship, bcs they had such a good laugh before, and then I came along, well, I'm so sorry, wasn't planning to ruin anything and of course, I have double standards and in his opinion what we have is not special enough for me to change my passwords, thanks. Oh, and when I asked what was that special thing between him and my best friend, then it suddenly was nothing, didn't matter and so on, yet, he told we shouldn't be secretive, but said that she won't tell me, bcs it was nothing, well, if it was nothing, then what's the problem with just saying it out?

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