Playlist :)

Ola mes amores, I´m so sorry about the epic grammar failures in that :D Tbh I do not even know in what language the greeting is, but you get it right? Please?! :D

Anyway time for the monthly soundtrack and for once I think I have more than 5 favourites, but do not worry I'll keep to my rules of 5 songs, though it is going to be a tough choice :D.

First my favourite Eurovision song (yeah, I know it was last month but I still like it maaaan)

The song I keep singing in my head all the time for the past week I think.

Something I've re-discovered (it shouldn't be an old song actually but I remember hearing it all the time a while back and only now suddenly finding it)

The song I have on replay now but didn't even listen to the chorus the first time it came out (although this is a slightly different version from the original)

Eesti!!!!
hmmm... funnily enough in the 24 songs I have on my current playlist there isn't anything Estonian but to keep up the tradition I'll find something just for you ;)

Hope you enjoy (I kinda wanna do another one too :D because so many songs I like were left out, like I said my current playlist has 24 songs that I'd like to share)

Ttyl ;)

Jazzz...

It's official!

... I can no longer refer to myself as single and ready to mingle :D Is it too soon? Well my brain is like yes, you´ve only known each other for 3 weeks. But it feels right! It does :) During my little holiday trip to home, I spent the day walking through Tallinns stunning old town and you know what I thought the whole time? - I wish M was here to see it. So wtf brain? One minute you´re coplaining that this is too fast and the other minute you´re the one making plans for him to already visit Estonia...

Funny story: he's been telling me a couple of days now that I'm the best girlfriend ever and in my mind I was like wtf man you haven't even asked me yet! But I said nothing :D To make it more dramatic later :D lol but then one day he realised that and asked me properly, naturally I said no (because he already thought that we were in a relationship without asking me! I won't let anyone push me around!) :D That's exactly what I love about this -  I can make my mean sarcastic jokes and he gets me. And I did say yes! Eventually.... :D No it sounds so bad, I did say yes! I just joked around with the no answer. And now, due to these little mean jokes we have a solid relationship :D because we get each other and do not freak out immediately if one of us says something like that. What else do I  need than him and the chance to be myself around him?

So I'm walking on air :D And everyone says we look cute together :) Awesome. I wish this summer would last forever and ever and ever.

Oh did I tell you he's texting me in Estonian now and trying to speak it :) That's how much he cares about me :) And I promised to pick up whatever Welsh he knew + he's teaching me all the weird northern sayings in English :D For example: Nothing wrong here is Naut wrong here - obviously I have no idea how to spell that word but hey, at least I´m trying!

Ttyl ;)
Jazzz...

WiFi Land

So I´m sitting at the best airport ever - meaning that we have free WiFi here. yay!

The week has gone by so quickly. The first two days were the transition stage. Nothing much to do just hang out and chill with le bros :D Then a cruise to Stockholm - ´cause we have connections that provided us with tickets for only 20 euros yay onupojapoliitika ;) When we got back from our family trip it was already Thursday. Where did the time go??? Went out for a couple of drinks with the few friends I have left in Estonia (most of my friends have gone abroad :( :) ) and accidentally bumped into my ex bff (we were 12 when I spent the summer practically at her place - but time drifted us apart) did some catching up. Then home, think about packing. Yeah just think while being a pirate ;)

Now I´m here, returning to the UK. To tell you the truth it´s bitter sweet. I want to got back (you know why) but I don´t want to leave. *insert dramatic music*

Ttyl ;)

Jazzz...

Time to go home

And the first time since I've been here I don't really want to go... Don't get me wrong, I'm super excited to see my family and home town and my cat, my precious little kitty cat (sidenote: Once I was walking and heard someone behind me - it was dark - I looked around - no one then I heard like a little bell and saw a kitty is following me - awwwww - so for the next ten minutes I just sat on the pavement in the middle of the night petting that cat :D that's how much I miss mine). So far I haven't packed one single thing and I have to be on the train to Manchester half 9 tomorrow morning + I have to spend the whole day at work today, so time's running out and yet I'm just sitting here doing nothing, well I am writing this post so you must be happy, lol :D Anyway can you guess why I suddenly started to kinda like the awful Aber? Yeah probably :D Well it is definitely too soon to be something serious (hey, we only met less than a week ago - officially, if you know what I mean - you don't but no need to worry that's an inside joke that I have mostly with myself :D ). But yeah He managed to come along and ruin all my plans. Last week I couldn't wait to get out of here (just for a week but still), now I can't wait to come back, oh god. I gave up on the brits already stating to everyone that I'll try my luck in France next year (oh shit I haven't written that post yet have I? Ooops, I'll try writing about my plans pretty soon) and get a special someone there but no again He has to come along and ruin everything :D And by ruining everything I obviously mean made every single day sooooo much better :) We shall see what happens but this promises to be the best summer ever :D

Ttyl ;)

Jazzz...

Told Y'all!

that I'd fail at writing my fail post ;) failception

And yes it took me about a week or longer to write this follow-up although it had been circling my mind the day after my last post :D

Anyway the funniest fail of the day when I managed to lock myself out of my flat was not that can you believe it or not. While I was doing my shopping at co-op where I never take a basket because 

1. I sincerely believe that I do not need it since I don't really need to buy more than ~3 things (yep you guessed it - a failure on my part every damn time, because obviously I end up finding loads of stuff that I just need to have! - once I broke a yoghurt because it fell from my overfilled arms :D oops Keep calm and pretend nothing happened... (I hate these kind of customers :P ) )
2. Where the hell are they anyway????? I never notice the baskets anywhere when I'm entering the store!

Then when I had gotten everything I needed + loads of stuff that I didn't need I went to the till and put my things on the counter. Shortly realising that the reason I went there was to get sponges and bleach... yeah well looking at my stuff on the counter - surprise surprise no sponges nor a bleach. So obviously I started to take my stuff off the counter to go and find the sponges, while doing that I noticed that the guy in front of me was laughing!!!! No, not just discreetly smiling but full on laughing! The bastard! :D (I would've done the same if I'd been in his position). So I muttered that I'd forgotten something and ran off, later thinking maybe my way of saying that was too harsh, I kind of snapped at him, but hey! He was laughing at me and it came as a surprise so I panicked and needed to explain myself :D And then I had to lurk in the aisles (it took me 5 seconds to find the sponges) and wait for him to leave, because I didn't want run in to him again :D

Talking about shopping fails, I once decided to cook pasta but I didn't have pasta nor eggs (I fry them with eggs) and needed to go to the store for them. Since Lidl has recently changed their product placement on the shopfloor I could not find the pasta where it used to be before, I kept calm and thought never mind, I'll find it eventually. Got my eggs, milk, vegetables + all other random shit that just caught my eyes. Had to buy a freaking carrier bag as well, cause yet again I sincerely believe that I'm going to buy few things that'll fit in my bag and do not bring an extra plastic bag. I'm wrong every time -.-

Finally got home, chilled a bit from the exhausting shopping trip and thought right I'll start cooking then. The water was already boiling when I noticed that I do not have anything to boil since I'd forgotten all about the stupid pasta!!!!!!!! Yeap, that's the main reason I went to the shop and that's the thing I didn't get! U serious brain? Why oh why?

I remembered another funny fail today. It was last summer when there was just a couple of us here (my friends I mean) and it was boring as ... So one day me and a friend went to Morrisons to buy some random crap and then decided to go up the other hill that's a bit out of town. Luckily we didn't have any grocery bags with us at the time :D Mõeldud - tehtud. It took us a long time to find the path that'd actually take us up there, we considered climbing over fences at one point but finally found the footpath. Then we saw a trail that seemed to be going straight up hill (well not straight but the official path took us around the hill, creeping up slowly). So we decided to go there. Bad idea, it was muddy - my friend was wearing white tights :D At one point it started raining slightly - not too bad but the path was horrible and muddy and we just hung on to tree branches for our lives in order not to slip :D But we got half way up the hill when a wild fence appeared. The fudge?!?!? Btw we were starting to doubt if the path we'd taken was really a proper path... Looked a bit funny at times but no turning back now, so we continued next to the fence hoping to find our way out (going back would've been more horrible at that point). Sidenote we were screaming a lot and I think at one point I actually slipped and fell :D but since we had drinking a bit beforehand - we were not drunk! everything was funnier :D 

Finally after two hours of torture we found our way out and continued on the footpath we originally decided to take before the aforementioned shortcut to nowhere. Got up the hill, admired the breathtaking view etc. And when we came back dow we decided to look how much time it would take to get from the point where we came out of the woods (shortcut) to the start of the shortcut hell. Take your guesses! Remember we spent about 2 hours just screaming and slipping and tripping and cussing and hating every single thing about Aber til we finally found the footpath again. Go on have a guess! I can bet you that your assumption is not even close to the actual time ;)

Time for the thruth - if we hadn't been trying to be smart and taken the shortcut for two hours, the length of the shortcut would've taken us exactly 4 minutes if we'd stick to the actual footpath. Yeah 4 minutes!!!!   4 freaking minutes equals 2 hours! Genius :D :D :D

Ttyl ;)
Jazzz...

Please don't stop the music

I'm gonna take the right to edit my playlist a little...

Well, the video is weird...but I like the song

Ems

An ode to failure

Because I fail in life in general :D ;) (Oh you know I always like to over dramatise everything)

Initially this post was supposed to be about work-related fails but since more than a month has passed from the time I thought I'd write this (another fail - see this proves everything! ;) ) and I managed to epically fail today, I decided to glorify all my fails in life, just to warn you - I'll probably fail at that too and forget some important (I made two spelling mistakes in the previous word -.-) fails :D

Firstly: A long time ago (a month maybe?) the door at work that divides the shop floor with the back area didn't open occasionally, you'd type in the code, the green light that shows the door is open comes on but the door is closed... -.- great, now I'm stuck and it always happened to me when I had loads of stuff in my hands or the cashier called and needed some help. The last incidents were funny :D push the open that usually opens the door and then bump into the door and stagger back :D, make a funny face to the camera like reallly? U are doing this to me now? (no one is watching the cameras btw, It's just my fail way to socialize :D ). Good ol' times, the door is fixed now and open normally...

Then what prompted me to write this post was the incident with closing up. Yeah the shutter didn't come down, again -.- everything seemed to be working alright, I had turned the switch on, the lights were both on meaning that there is nothing in the way of the shutter and it should come down, but it didn't. Tried pushing the buttons a hundred times, nothing... finally called my boss, got him out of bed, ooops and just left it up, because he didn't know what to do as well... fun times :D Went to work the next day and my boss sais the other fobs are working fine and what's the problem drama queen? :D Well mine didn't so he went to pick up mine, from the place nightstaff leaves it after closing up and comes back making a huge spectacle, guess what?

The shutter worked perfectly -.- No freaking way!!!!!??? HOW?!? It hadn't worked yesterday!!! I swear!!! Other were like: yeah-yeah keep telling yourself that! I stomped away muttering to myself that I hate this freaking malfunctioning shop that locks people in decides when something works or not on its own and that I will freaking quit when I hear my boss shouting that the battery in the fob had been loose and he'd fixed it secretly - what a jerk! :D

Writing this makes me angry :D

Today I managed to lock myself out of my flat and didn't realize it after I'd been out for an hour and done almost everything I needed to (bought train tickets - yeah I'm going home soon!!!! Can't wait!!! :) - my boss is not happy :D ) and then I was like shooooooooot my keys are on my table!!!!!! This promised to be such a good day!!!! Let's hope my flatmate is home... she wasn't -.- Oh did I mention I went grocery shopping so my bag was full of stuff that needed to be put in the fridge + two pack of fruit juice that were cold and I had to carry in my hands - making them cold too, so after annoying everyone else with my constant buzzing in the hopes that my flatmate just couldn't hear the first buzzes (all the nearby flats can hear the buzzing, yeah it's that loud), I frantically texted her and noticed that my phone is about to die - which it did after 5 minutes -.- My life is awesome isn't it. I got into the hallway and stood in front of my door awkwardly in the hopes of my flatmate returning home soon and no one else would see me just standing there :D I pondered about leaving the juice cartons there (it would've been weird) and going out to get something to eat (with a bag full of stuff to eat). And as I was leaving after an awkward 5-10 minutes of just staying in the hallway I saw the same girl who had let me in the hallway as she was leaving, now coming back - hopefully she didn't notice my weirdness :D

Yeah... my life be like fail after a fail after a fail - but when looking back to those incidents: they are kind of funny :D :D

I'm sure I forgot a lot but that happens when I'm so lazy and put off posting for a month or so... Soz...

The last fail thing I want to mention to a special someone - I made cake and invited you over in my weird ways and you did not even answer me saying that you had other plans or something, did you?!!!!! You were on facebook for at least two hours after seeing my message about the cake - I can see when you saw my message! Well I ate that cake now three days later - you still haven't responded btw...! Freaking fail on my part - never making a cake for anyone... (It was a very very delicious cake, you should be really bummed out for not getting a slice!) :D 

Ttyl ;)

Jazzz...