Please don't stop the music

I'm gonna take the right to edit my playlist a little...

Well, the video is weird...but I like the song

Ems

An ode to failure

Because I fail in life in general :D ;) (Oh you know I always like to over dramatise everything)

Initially this post was supposed to be about work-related fails but since more than a month has passed from the time I thought I'd write this (another fail - see this proves everything! ;) ) and I managed to epically fail today, I decided to glorify all my fails in life, just to warn you - I'll probably fail at that too and forget some important (I made two spelling mistakes in the previous word -.-) fails :D

Firstly: A long time ago (a month maybe?) the door at work that divides the shop floor with the back area didn't open occasionally, you'd type in the code, the green light that shows the door is open comes on but the door is closed... -.- great, now I'm stuck and it always happened to me when I had loads of stuff in my hands or the cashier called and needed some help. The last incidents were funny :D push the open that usually opens the door and then bump into the door and stagger back :D, make a funny face to the camera like reallly? U are doing this to me now? (no one is watching the cameras btw, It's just my fail way to socialize :D ). Good ol' times, the door is fixed now and open normally...

Then what prompted me to write this post was the incident with closing up. Yeah the shutter didn't come down, again -.- everything seemed to be working alright, I had turned the switch on, the lights were both on meaning that there is nothing in the way of the shutter and it should come down, but it didn't. Tried pushing the buttons a hundred times, nothing... finally called my boss, got him out of bed, ooops and just left it up, because he didn't know what to do as well... fun times :D Went to work the next day and my boss sais the other fobs are working fine and what's the problem drama queen? :D Well mine didn't so he went to pick up mine, from the place nightstaff leaves it after closing up and comes back making a huge spectacle, guess what?

The shutter worked perfectly -.- No freaking way!!!!!??? HOW?!? It hadn't worked yesterday!!! I swear!!! Other were like: yeah-yeah keep telling yourself that! I stomped away muttering to myself that I hate this freaking malfunctioning shop that locks people in decides when something works or not on its own and that I will freaking quit when I hear my boss shouting that the battery in the fob had been loose and he'd fixed it secretly - what a jerk! :D

Writing this makes me angry :D

Today I managed to lock myself out of my flat and didn't realize it after I'd been out for an hour and done almost everything I needed to (bought train tickets - yeah I'm going home soon!!!! Can't wait!!! :) - my boss is not happy :D ) and then I was like shooooooooot my keys are on my table!!!!!! This promised to be such a good day!!!! Let's hope my flatmate is home... she wasn't -.- Oh did I mention I went grocery shopping so my bag was full of stuff that needed to be put in the fridge + two pack of fruit juice that were cold and I had to carry in my hands - making them cold too, so after annoying everyone else with my constant buzzing in the hopes that my flatmate just couldn't hear the first buzzes (all the nearby flats can hear the buzzing, yeah it's that loud), I frantically texted her and noticed that my phone is about to die - which it did after 5 minutes -.- My life is awesome isn't it. I got into the hallway and stood in front of my door awkwardly in the hopes of my flatmate returning home soon and no one else would see me just standing there :D I pondered about leaving the juice cartons there (it would've been weird) and going out to get something to eat (with a bag full of stuff to eat). And as I was leaving after an awkward 5-10 minutes of just staying in the hallway I saw the same girl who had let me in the hallway as she was leaving, now coming back - hopefully she didn't notice my weirdness :D

Yeah... my life be like fail after a fail after a fail - but when looking back to those incidents: they are kind of funny :D :D

I'm sure I forgot a lot but that happens when I'm so lazy and put off posting for a month or so... Soz...

The last fail thing I want to mention to a special someone - I made cake and invited you over in my weird ways and you did not even answer me saying that you had other plans or something, did you?!!!!! You were on facebook for at least two hours after seeing my message about the cake - I can see when you saw my message! Well I ate that cake now three days later - you still haven't responded btw...! Freaking fail on my part - never making a cake for anyone... (It was a very very delicious cake, you should be really bummed out for not getting a slice!) :D 

Ttyl ;)

Jazzz...

Done!

Earlier this week I gave in my last essay: for the Management Research Methods module, for which I had to conduct a survey and then analyse the answers etc. focusing more on what I was doing and how instead of the actual results. -.- Õppime õppima... I conducted my survey last week and thought I'd start writing my essay last Thursday... well, that didn't happen - instead I just looked at the assignment brief and the mathematical things we had to do and was just like da fudge is dis... me wants to cry, for a couple of hours... then I went home to watch tv series :D Fun times

The weekend I spent playing Rugby (hopefully I will write a post about that too, no promises though :D (me iz lazy now), so obviously no writing...

On Monday I had my French Oral Exam - for which I started studying in the morning - it was at 16.00. We had 6 topics given before, on which we had to do a 5-7 minute presentation, so my morning consisted of actually writing these presentations. Finally the dreaded time came and my topic was: En France, est-on libre de ses croyances? - pretty oukay topic - talked about the controversial anti-burka law and then a general conversation about Estonia's religious beliefs - pagans we are! :) Lied a bit too, unintentionally though, please forgive - it happened because I was just concentrating on talking and talking and not what I was actually saying, so I ended up saying that Corsica is bigger than Estonia... Oooops, my bad... Oh well... Hopefully I never see her again... Emma kind of lives with her :D yeah, everytime I visit Emma I have to hide in her room, just in case, so my stupidity does not come out... I hope she forgot about it and doesn't check, who cares right? Right?

Anyway after that I went straight to the library and started writing my essay which was due Tuesday 3pm. Meanwhile agreed to go to work for 2pm, losing an hour and a half of writing time!!!! It was a hard decision. But the essay went rather quickly, wrote about a thousand words in three hours, then went down the hill to grab a bite to eat and watch Game of Thrones (Hey!!! I already had a thousand words out of 2500 written by 7pm, so I deserved a break :D), then slept a bit, and started writing again. I think I wrote about 1700 words by the end of Monday and then went to bed at 2AM, put my alarm at 5AM, woke up at 7 :D That's how I roll, who in their right mind would wake up at 5 anyway???? I was halfway through my analysis... but by 11.30 or so I was done - all the tables and graphs were in and referencing done, printed it out twice, because some bullshit freaking reason the default setting of the printer is printing on both sides of the paper and it is not allowed for assignments ffs!!!!! Then I ran out of money on my card which I use for printing... OMFG, can I just print it out and be done with it? NO! it's a freaking gauntlet to get my assignments in. Every time something goes wrong. Luckily I had pennies in my purse and there is a machine that puts money on my card in the town computer room - there wasn't one last year. So yeah finally got it printed, one-sided, like they want. It was sunny :) and about 23 degrees celsius while I walked up the hill, enjoying the freedom that would soon come :) I have no exams!!! Ouyeah...

Still, I'm not going home just yet :( I'm a slave for money and therefore am staying here in the middle of nowhere for another "fabulous"  summer, yay me! :D

Ttyl ;)
Jazzz...